blah blah blah And Mostly I Don't Give A Fuck

acefacekilla @ 2009-11-04T17:38:00

2009-11-05T01:48:44Z

Last Days of August
Before I turned 21
On my fire escape with George.

Life is good.
Work is good.
Life goes on.

this is how we got here

2009-10-06T19:02:37Z

jesus.

acefacekilla @ 2009-09-15T12:23:00

2009-09-15T19:25:37Z

What a crazy last few days.

Miley Cyrus left her panties behind when she checked out.
I never thought I'd touch Hannah Montana's underwear.
Cool... I guess

Jess dropped out of the sky again & stayed at my place last night. Gina also came over. There were bouncy balls, black girls in purple jeans & lots of alcohol. We all slept in a pile.

I really need a haircut.

ughhhhh

2009-09-11T13:07:26Z

lemme go back to bedddddd

acefacekilla @ 2009-09-07T21:45:00

2009-09-08T04:51:00Z

At work. Night shift is really tight & chilled back. I like getting tips from taking things to guests. Working at this hotel is ballin as hell.

Not sure what's going on with me & that girl. We talked & stuff, I feel like she's being weird but I think she's just playing hard to get. I'm cooking her a big dinner Wednesday night. She bought me something apparently. Might make her some art soon.

Mattie moves out tomorrow. Kinda of sad. he gave me his barbells & his nice dishes, which means I can throw away some of mine. Been hangnig out with my hot neighbor, she's really fucking smart. Fluent in French & Spanish.

The check I get for these two weeks of work should just about cover my rent. But I will still need to pick up my car insurance somehow, meaning I shouldn't spend the check I will be recieving from Cut-Co tomorrow. Hopefully my art sales at Last Thursday will be fatttt. Once go pick up my car from my dad's place I'm gonna start stenciling during my down time at work.

Finished season two of Californication. Think I'm about half way into season 4 of Lost.

Been having crazy dreams. the night before last I had one that really fucked with me & then last night I had another vivid and strange dream. It's nice to be remembering them again.

I suppose life is pretty damn good, I just need to stop stressin.

acefacekilla @ 2009-08-08T14:28:00

2009-08-08T21:28:33Z

what in the hell is going on with me?

acefacekilla @ 2009-07-18T19:39:00

2009-07-19T02:39:40Z

i want my soul back.

and my life.

and my fucking hair.

fuck work & growing up

acefacekilla @ 2009-05-30T00:34:00

2009-05-30T07:34:47Z

I passed my liscence test, first try.

Fuckiong insane.

I'm fully legit now.

acefacekilla @ 2009-05-29T01:18:00

2009-05-29T08:22:07Z

I am just now sitting down to the computer with a PBR after being at the office until midnight, going grocery shopping at Winco, rushing home to pee, unpacking groceries & inhaling a solitary hot dog.

Apparently next week we're gonna push the meetings back to 1pm instead of 11am.
That'll be awesome.

I plan on going down to Eugene on Saturday & staying until Monday morning, at which time I'll drive home. If I don't have to be in Portland until 1 that'd be awesome because then I don't have to get up at 8am to drive back.

I don't really know if this weekend in Eugene will be what I want it to be, but I do know that either way I'm gonna end up having a blast.

acefacekilla @ 2009-05-12T00:14:00

2009-05-12T07:14:38Z

I think I like you so much because I know I don't have a chance.

acefacekilla @ 2009-05-05T01:31:00

2009-05-05T08:32:57Z

bought car.
will post pictures.
currently driving unliscenced & uninsured.
drove on freeway for first time today, at night in rain.
drove around alone in my car for first time today listening ti Rilo Kiley.
chopped off all my hair in order to get promoted.
big things are happening quick.

will soon be moving out into my own place... unless Kelly gets his ass up here.

acefacekilla @ 2009-05-01T01:00:00

2009-05-01T08:00:39Z

tomorrow it is very likely I will purchase a car.

acefacekilla @ 2009-04-18T00:10:00

2009-04-18T07:11:02Z

what, oh what do I want?

acefacekilla @ 2009-04-16T01:03:00

2009-04-16T08:04:30Z

Change my mind so much I can't even trust it.
My mind change me so much I can't even trust myself.

Daily Dose of fmylife.com

2009-04-15T06:52:01Z

This was my fave today;

Today, cops showed up at my apartment demanding to look inside. Satisfied with the search, they told me they had received a noise complaint. More specifically, hearing screams someone believed a girl was getting raped. I had two friends over and we had been wrestling. The three of us are male. FML

acefacekilla @ 2009-04-06T23:47:00

2009-04-07T06:47:56Z

godfuckingdammit

acefacekilla @ 2009-04-06T10:00:00

2009-04-06T17:02:05Z

I spend so much time listening to everyone else's problems,
but then when I have some it seems everyone is too busy.
I never really know who to go to.

acefacekilla @ 2009-04-03T00:24:00

2009-04-03T07:27:17Z

I pulled down three sales today.

And Mike was in the field by himself for the first time today after I trained him, and he made a sale.
Tomorrow I have a bilingual recruit coming into the office.

Text message from my boss;

You are definitely starting to set yourself apart! You have been Mr. Consistency ever since you started... keep it up!

The higher I go, the bigger my bank statements.
That's how it's gonna be my friends.

Life is Funny

2009-03-27T07:54:25Z

Long term & short term things always turn out so strange.

There is no certainty in prediction.

When I took this job, I held onto my old call center job fearing that comission-only job would lead me to nothing but let down; however I have turned out ontop of my game & rapidly moving towards more opportunity. So by destiny I found this job which i am actually now looking toward as a permanent career.
All-time hustler; salesman.

Back in 2005 when I first started hanging out at Anna Banana's & met all the people I would later share dwelling space with I thought that it was Doug who I'd remain friends with forever. Yet ultimately I looked to Mike as someone most like myself because he grew. I had no idea that Miranda was ultimately to become one of my most beloved friends although we don't see each other frequently.

I had no idea Thea would be one of my only continued friendships after highschool.

Oh life, you are a strange one.

<3

fmylife.com

2009-03-24T06:07:30Z

Goddamn Thea, i love this website.
It gives me such horrible things to laugh about,

for example;

"Today, I was volunteering at a nursing home and I was calling bingo numbers. And one woman stood up and started making noises, I asusmed she had won and I started clapping. She then fell on the floor and died of a heart attack. I essentially applauded her death. FML"

acefacekilla @ 2009-02-22T20:03:00

2009-02-23T04:07:16Z

I am so bloody exhausted.
Weekend beach fest like none other; Me, Ryan, Christ, Racial, Darren, AShley, Monica & Matt Borgman all at my humble abode.
Got up early & spent saturday bouldering sea cliffs which were falling apart under our hands & feet while getting belligerently hammered.

Last day of work at MSI was today.
I start my new job tomorrow.
And as far as I know I'm gonna be rolling in dough.

I think I'm going to be getting some surgery ASAP (in April I hope) with the help of my new job & my new love.

Valentines weekend was amazing. My love came & stayed with me & even stayed an extra day than planned cuz I'm that damn good.

I'm so fucking happy. Everything is going awesome.
I feel great about myself, I turn mad heads and I got a new job which is going to pay enough that I can afford things I have wanted for a very long time. Like a record player, and gleamin out my bike & replacing the parts which have needed replacing for a long time, a Nikon D-80 & a minor surgical proceedure. Not to mention I can now buy my sister enough American Apparel that she won't need to steal my wardrobe anymore... which she does on the regular. I bought a new cardigan today (while I was at work), then met my sister & mother at Freddy's so I could buy conditioner & help my sister pick out headphones, and she's like "oh that's a cute cardigan, i might need to borrow that" I'm like DAYUMN GURL! I just bought this shit like a few hours ago!

It's been almost a year since I moved home.
A year on Tuesday.

It still feels so good to be back.

If I felt cynicism, I'd wrap it in a blanket of discontentment, Fuck that, I feel better knowing th

2009-01-24T19:54:21Z

Went to asche's last night.

Ryan & I are riding today and I think he's gonna take me DT for my paycheck.

Not really angry anymore this morning. I'm still a little annoyed, but I've reached this point where nothing bothers me because I know who I am right now, I know what I want, I know what I need and I know that I don't need to take shit from people. If you need me in order to feel like you have a fulfilling life, you probly shouldn't piss me off.

I got savesavesave all my money so I can blow most of it in a matter of under 48 hours. Then use whatever's left the next week upon arriving on the East Coast. I just wanna have the best time we possibly can. I make less money, but I can save that shit like no one's buisness.

I also decided that when I move out I shouldn't get a dog. I, unfortunately, just don't feel that I'm in a place in my life where I'm stable & responsible enough to give a dog the life it deserves. Therefor I'm going to get a cat. Maybe one of the retarded ones with the pushed in faces, or maybe just one that's cute in a cute way... instead of cute in an ugly way. hahaha

Grrr. I'ma be wrapped around you like a giant squid around a muthafuckin pirate ship, boo.

acefacekilla @ 2009-01-03T00:51:00

2009-01-03T08:54:36Z

Shit's been weird.

A boy tried to creep out on my shit and, literally, I ran away.

I just am tired of the wait.

You wait,
You waaaait,
You wait for autumn then you wait for May,
yeah You wait,
You waaaaaait,
You wait for somethin' that'll make the wait, worth the wait

acefacekilla @ 2008-12-27T02:14:00

2008-12-27T10:16:28Z

this morning i watched chuck palahniuk's "Choke"

chucky P...

you ligthtened the ending

but y'know i liked it better

and anjelica hudson.... omg most badass old lady ever
BEST CHOICE IN THE WORLD
she made the movie

although it wandered slightly from the book,
it wasn't in a bad way
you made it, chucky P
good job boo

UTTTTTTTT

2008-12-04T06:42:21Z

I will NEVER EVER EVER EVER get to sleep in on my fucking friday!!!!!!!

oh well.

i can sleep in saturday